The beginning....
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: My....life
Hello,
This is my first blog so ya.My name is Black Fire Child for this blog. I am, at age 13 and I am extereamly down right now..Because someone has shattered,smashed,stomped, and trashed me..someone I completely trusted with my feelings...now, I have built my stone wall again. When I was younger I was best friends with this girl, we will call her Cammi, and she was my best friend for ever. Then I told her all my secrets, my feelings, and what did she do? Backstab me,I know you may think of me as childish but, I cried. I bawled, so now, I can build my stone wall. It means that nobody comes in. And I am forever protected.My friends are all like "Why don't you talk about your emotions?" I would never tell them anything.. anything. I know I'ts sad that I don't tell anything say anything about my emotions but hey, whatever. But I let someone in, he said he would help me, heal me. He was so nice... then... then he hurt me. Stabbed me in the heart where it hurts the most.. and now. The brick wall is back. Nobody will get in for years. I have cried so many tears for that , person..I feel so horrible...I want to die.
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